Love for me

Love for me is not fun. I usually end up getting my heart broken, because every time I find a guy that I truly love with all my heart he usually ends up breaking it. Misery loves me for some reason. I have no idea why. I am just its target if there's something it wants to make miserable I am the target. I hate when you love someone its like you want to guys inside there skin as if your one with them. But we all know not everyone loves like that.