Biggest fear

when i Ly awake at night thinking about you. I get really scared that something might happen to you. I don't know why I do I just do. I wake up and start to cry because I have the worst dreams ever about you dying or getting severely hurt.I don't want that to happen, because well, I love you.
Another big fear that I have is sort of like the same thing except your not dying just falling for another person. In my thoughts when i Lay awake at night it feels almost real you falling for another person. but I hope that it will never happen.