Okay so there is this person that I love with all my heart. I was talking to them for awhile and they are just like me. I swear I had never met anyone that I could open up to like this. I love this person with all my heart. I made the biggest mistake though... I told this person how I felt. By doing that I wrecked my whole life. Everything came crashing down. I never thought my life could change that fast. I cry now every night because of this person. I poured my heart out and i will never do that again. Next time I will just hold it all in.
My life is still falling. Its almost like and bottomless pit whenever I think i have reached rock bottom I just keep falling. I hate it. I've tried everything I cant get back up, I'm scared to death. I'm in tears. I need help. But wherever I turn its not there. Its just black...

Pray for me please...