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I'm not raciest but i am so tired of blacks always saying that whites are raciest. Because I mean their the ones trying to be different I mean how they talk, and how they dress. They always act in a totally different way. it's like their trying to be different. And they always blame us because their different. They always take it out on whites. Okay and when a white person calls a black person a nigger, well that white person will be so bruised up the next day. But if the blacks call each other that or other people that well their totally fine the rest of the day. And they call white people cracker I mean whats up with that. And we don't get mad when they call us that we just let it roll of our backs. But they hold a grudge they'll give you mean looks and threaten us. I am getting sick and tired off it.

Friends that you want as more

I live through my dark existence
only to bask in your beauty
your eyes that shine like sapphires
your smile that brightens even my sad existence
I envy the wind that runs through your hair
that touches your lips
I long to touch you
to hold you in my arms but I cannot
for your heart belongs to another
so, I can only love you from afar
your friendship means more to me
than anything this world provides
but like an angel you touched my heart
in a way that I've never felt before
cause I've never known what love is until this day
I know that we are only friends
but my heart wishes it to be more
so I will still hope and dream
that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine
to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Secrets and fake friends

Don't you hate it when you tell one of your really good friends a huge secret that you have. Then when your done telling them it they go tell everyone. Then everyone will come up to you and be like "woa really". Just out of knowhere I mean don't you hate that. And you know you have trusted that person a lot and then next thing you know they are making fun of you and your secret.

I say to people

You shouldnt be deppressed if you are deppressed right now, because well life goes by to fast to spend it deppressed about something stupid like I did. I was deppressed because my boyfriend was a jerk, but I learned to rise above it. Life is for the alive, so start living it. Thats my motoe, whats yours?

Friends

Friends.
I dont know where I would be without them. I would probably be dead. So many of my friends have given such great advice and they have shared their wisdon. I love my friend. I can count on them for anything. I love them.

My ex-boyfriend

Well,
were do i start,
My ex is a man whore. Because every time I looked over at him he was doing something to a girl he was either hitting on her sharing seats with her giving her his jacket and everyone of these girls are different and this all happened today! I was so mad but mostly I was mad at myself for wasting my time on him. I was mad at myself for loving him so much. I always new deep down when I was going out with him that I would end up hating him and now look whats happened. i hate him with all my heart. i hate guys who are like this. Every guy I have gone out with has done this and I am sick and tired of it. I know the lord will bring me someone special, someone that can relate to me. Someone that won't brake their promises, someone that I can trust. Someone that will love me as much as I love them.

Today

Today I broke up with my boyfriend.
Here's what happened.
Okay yesterday he was all like Shannon I think we need to take a break till Monday. Because I wrote about how that girl is coming over to spend two nights at his house. So then today i told him you know what Carson I think we should brake up permanently.
So now hes telling everyone one he broke up with me. When technically that's not true. Because all he wanted to do was take a break but I was the one that ended it.

Myspace

Anyone want find me on Myspace they can. -----> www.myspace.com/emo_714714

Love for me

Love for me is not fun. I usually end up getting my heart broken, because every time I find a guy that I truly love with all my heart he usually ends up breaking it. Misery loves me for some reason. I have no idea why. I am just its target if there's something it wants to make miserable I am the target. I hate when you love someone its like you want to guys inside there skin as if your one with them. But we all know not everyone loves like that.

Suicide

Yes we have all thought about it, and don't say you haven't. Well if your thinking about doing it now well don't, because god has a reason for you if he didn't you probably wouldn't be on this Earth.

How cheating starts

Cheating starts whenever a guy has a really good friend that's a girl. They become really good friend and then usually not all the time the guy starts to like the guy. Then he starts spending a lot of time with this so called "friend". So when a guy is spending to much time with his "friend". You should probably start questioning him. To make sure hes not up to know good and if you think your boyfriend isn't the honest type well then kinda see what happens. But to keep yourself from getting hurt you need to lose feelings for him.

The smallest promises can be the biggest lies

It doesn't matter how small the promise is. it can turn out to be the biggest lie, or the biggest heart brake. People get hurt, it doesn't matter how big or small the promise is, or how sorry you are for breaking it. You can't change the fact that you hurt that person. So next time when a person gets mad at you, because you keep bringing up how they hurt you so badly. You should tell them that no matter how big or small the promise is it still hurt. You should tell them that, see how they react. Will they get mad, probably. What I am saying is to try not to break so many promises because it doesn't exactly matter how big or small the promise is it still hurts.

Trust or honesty, which one?

Which one do you need to have someones love? Most people would say trust, and others would say honesty. I say both because in order for you to have trust you have to have honesty.