I won't let your words define me.

I can feel every eye in the room watching me as if at any moment I’m going to jump out the nearest window. I must say I’m very tired of everyone’s judgmental words, even if they don’t say it I know their thinking it, you can see it in their faces. Disgust of people that are, as they would say “unstable”. Well I won’t be around much longer so I’ll let them give me shitty looks, I’ll let them say their hurtful words, I’ll let them shoot every kind of anti-depressant drug they have in their overly educated brains, into me. Maybe one day they’ll get the dosage wrong, or accidentally combine a few medicines thinking they’ll do the magic trick to make me as they would say “stable”, when really all their doing is making the already bad enough chemical in balance in my brain, fucking worse. Oh well, if that happens maybe they’ll get charged with man slaughter and spend the next five to ten years in prison. Wouldn’t that be swell, to rub that mistake in their narcissistic faces.


I won’t let a diagnosis define me.

Alright so...

I haven't really been blogging lately about anything and I give you my most sincere apologies. I've just been really busy lately with school, friends, etc. But yes I am going to start blogging again because when i did blog it really helped me vent. And I actually might even start that new video blog thing on YouTube, that's pretty cool. Well anyway just to catch you guys up on everything, I started a new school called Crossroads(Yeah I know, cool name for a school). Anyway I started Crossroads this past Monday. And well I really like it there because believe it or not there's only thirteen children there. Yeah you read correctly only thirteen children. And everyone is really nice including the teachers. The only bad part is, is that I have to wake up at like 5:30 every morning and catch the bus at 6:40 and then get to school at 8:00, so I have an hour and twenty minute bus ride, I can barely keep my head up when I reach 4Th period. But anyway yeah I was just catching everyone up on whats been going on. Well if you want to talk just email me or something. See ya!